Monday, May 14, 2007

a room with a veiw...


Muller Hut in Mt. Cook National Park
(one day hike from valley to peak, where we stayed at Muller Hut that overlooks Mt. Cook -tallest mountain in NZ, three glaciers and dozens of snow caped peaks)
Mt. Cook, Krissy and surrounding valley
1800 ft. high...
Krissy and Caitlin in front of Muller Glacier
soaking it in...Mt. Cook, just before Sunset



Mt. Cook at Sunrise

surrounding mountain range

God is Good

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Graduation Sunday!





Graduation is on Sunday! Ahh! it is crazy to think about UPS without all my senior friends gone next year... Life will not be the same.

I wanted to dedicate this blog to all those graduating on Sunday!!! I know you have spent countless hours studying, laughing, working, playing, cheering, singing, dancing, reading, and just living life as a Logger. Each one of you, from Pi Phi to Lighthouse, to Life has impacted and shaped me, you will be missed.

Congratulations on all you have accomplished! I hope you feel celebrated this Sunday! Thinking of all of you from half-way around the world...

April showers bring no May flowers...

University of Canterbury in the Fall...



why are we sprinting when we're already there?

so the story below is not a record of an actual divine encounter, i was simply thinking about an incredible mountain I climbed last weekend and also about life at home and what that would look like. One word came to mind: BUSY. not necessarily doing unfruitful things, but just busy. The combination of the mountain and that word was reflected upon. My thoughts/Gods ideas?(always skeptical to write something like that, i may be a liar and God may fully disagree, but anyways...) this is how it came out in writing, so i'm going to post and make of it what you'd like...

Enough.

Higher-faster-steeper-smarter-skinnier- richer –accomplish.

Gently He strokes my hair. My words begin to drown into His presence until completely hushed. My racing pulse slows to a jog. Eyes become curious, I gaze into His. They’re blue. The blue of salty tears, summer sun skies, glacial ponds reflecting peaks; blue that splashes, soaks and surrounds.

He carries me to the mountains, a place that always brings my heart to its knees and soul into worship. And asks me a question; what has this mountain accomplished?

Accomplished? My mind begins to race, I’ve climbed its peaks, but I guess that would be my accomplishment …ummm… it hasn’t moved, it has no words, can’t read, can’t cure cancer or solve world hunger. It can’t win any sports games or earn a dime. It can’t, well, really do anything, but just be a mountain.

But that is exactly it, He explains. The mountain just is “mountain,” living in the beauty of its creation. Day in and day out the mountain stands, authentically. Each rocky ridge exposed, open to the changing weather, welcoming dancing rays or snarling winds. The blanketed peaks reflect sunsets of rosy pinks and passionate orange. Slanted sides become slides that collect drops and guide them off of falls and into winding rivers that bring life. Its rocky faces provided challenges that break down walls between people and among hearts. Their ears open, eyes become alert and worries wander. Among these mountains people find Me.

You, Annika Jean Lider, you too are enough. No lists, résumés, collection of gold stars needed, just you are enough. You are a reflection of the beauty of creation, your smile reflects rosy reds and heart passionate orange. If you allow yourself to live in that, I too will use you to bring life, to breakdown walls, open hearts. I will shape you, expose you, cover you and comfort you. Stop running, thinking, planning, wishing, lusting, driving-enough, you alone are enough.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

soggy-half-frozen socks

So maybe that last little blog was a slight exaggeration and glorification of my life. There have been many moments that have been borderline-miserable. So here’s the scene, life before lunch was all that breathtaking-once in a lifetime-beautiful mountains, rivers, waterfalls, etc… but after lunch we all learned what it looked like inside a cloud. Freezing, I decided to put on all the layers I had, knowing I had a waterproof shell to protect me. After a few hours of hiking, I discovered that waterproof doesn’t always mean waterproof. Soaked through and through, our weary bunch arrived at a sign saying campsite was 5 minutes away.

As our stomachs continued to eat themselves, our five-minute hike was mysteriously twenty-five minutes, hand over hand, climb under trees, over rocks and by far the hardest section of the hike yet. We finally arrived at a small gravel shelter, where we met Don. A quite, kind-hearted uncle, who went to visit his nephew on exchange in Auckland and now traveling/tramping by himself across New Zealand. Well, Don went to “check out the water” while us girls took off our soaking clothes and replaced them with the few dry layers we had, sharing and trading between us all. I ended up with a pair of dry pants, a dry t-shirt, and a wet wool hat. I proceeded to wear my mummy-bag for the rest of the night. All of us freezing and without means or hope of warmth, ate a dinner of beans and rice, crawled into our soaking tent, laying on large-grained gravel, within our soggy sleeping bags and attempted rest. Krissy’s sleeping bag was actually soaking and unable to maintain warmth, so we both climbed into my purple bag, discussing who would get the inside of the spoon.

Finally warm, we slept for a few hours, and then woke when we were ready for new sleeping position and realized we had one option and one option only. As the sleeping bag became smaller and more constricting, Krissy made the move back into her own, were a few more hours of rest were had before we were again awoken. This time it was the sound of Don rustling around in his tent. You could hear what sounded like him packing up camp. I looked at my ipod (that I had brought to avoid getting stolen and now was our only sense of time) it said that it was 3:06 am. Really? That couldn’t be…we had to catch a shuttle the next day, so worried about my ipod being the wrong time, I climbed outside the tent to talk to Don.

“Excuse me” I said, as his head jerked up from packing. “Do you know what time it is?”

“Um, Well, I actually lost my watch back in Queenstown, but guessing it around five or so.” (it was still dark of night)

“I think its 3:00” I replied.

“Oh.” He looked awkwardly at his packed campsite and fully loaded pack. “Well, I got a headlamp and guess I’ll just head out a little early, have a nice hike.”

“You too Don” I replied as I watched him wander off into the dark bush, the glow of his headlamp illuminating the few feet in front of him. I realized, shivering back towards the tent, that the end of the trail was only another four hours, the sun will not have even risen. Was Don going to experience the breathtaking views by means of headlamp? It may have lost some of its splendor…

Well, we woke up, soggy, cold and exhausted. Put on wet clothes, wet/half frozen socks and boots, then ate breakfast as we began our hike, anxious to pump blood to our quickly freezing toes. After about forty-five minutes, we warmed up, clouds lifted, rain stopped and it was back to amazing adventure, beautiful waterfalls, lush rain forest and breathtaking views.

Each adventure we have gone on has had its misery moments, but luckily there is people like Don to lighten the mood at three-am, leaving us with a few laughs and handfuls of memories.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Beautiful Places and Empty Spaces




The scenery surrounding the places I have picnicked in the past few months, alone is worthy of a dozen or so postcards. I have tasted what it means to live carefree life, generously dipping into the world of adventure and rest. Exploring creation through climbing, walking, running, swimming, seeing, touching, tasting. Life is full and rich. Life has also allowed empty spaces, hours of silence, unscheduled hours, days and weeks. In that time I have been able to listen. I have not only learned about myself, my strengths, weaknesses, temptations, frustrations, but also began to hear about places. Places that I have been called to, places in my life that need work, places I can find rest and revival, places I experience God, places I miss, places I may explore in the future. I desire to bring both the adventure and empty spaces home with me. Hopefully able to weave them into my daily life and enjoy the joy, peace and wisdom that they bring to my life.

tangy green guts

Mullets are rampant here, they are all the rage. There are millions of variations, there’s the Scullet (buzz with mullet), Drullet (dreaded mullet), it can be curly, long, short, bleached, combed, tasseled, gelled, it can be the back end of a Mohawk or a full head of hair. There are more mullet types than one ccould imagine, the Kiwi male’s form of individual expression. Thus far I have gone through three distinctive reactions to the mullet. Initially it was disgust, I mean honestly who has a mullet and an education? (did I just write that?) Then, I was very curious and intrigued by the variety and distinctive shapes mullets could come. I would spend all geology class staring at the bleached six inch-by-three inch bleach-blond tuff of hair on the rugby player in front of me, most peculiar… I have sense then transitioned to phase three, which might be the worst of all. I’m slightly embarrassed to say, but the mullet is beginning to grow on me. I saw a full-fledged mullet and caught myself admiring his long flowing curls in the back and wispy bangs in the front. What is happening to me? Pretty soon I’ll be growing brown spiky fur and tangy green guts. Good thing I’ll be home in a few months…

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

a little taste...

Ever heard of Easter Break? Well, it exists and it is glorious. Easter Break in New Zealand is a mid-semester three-week break, from which I have just returned. I left my dorm Thursday night April 5th and finally returned April 28th with a bag full of stinky clothes and six handfuls of memories. The memories come in various forms. When recalling the past month, I see sights, I remember activities and I re-experience moments, and those are my favorite. Moments transform a simple dot on a map and give it life- turning a simple lunch on a black sand beach into a twirling, laughing, electric slide-dancing, tide splashing “moment.” So I have decided to share my favorite moments to capture some of the flavor of the past three weeks.

My Moments:

-hot lava tag at Castle Hill (can only touch the rocks, not grass)

-Easter Sunday climbing a mountain surrounded by dozens of peaks, rivers and lakes impossible not to celebrate Christ.

-Enjoying chicken curry and rice made from a squeeze packet, cooked over a camping stove in a hostel, with four great friends at a warped table, set with mismatched dishes and all confident there is nothing better tasting the world.

-Receiving Alpaka kisses on our two-dollar animal tour on fifty-nine year old Joe’s farm

-sleeping at a trashy campsite, playing dark tag on the jumping pillow-laughing till we pee

-skinny-dipping in the Wanganue River- tripping on mud and slipping

-running down screet field on an active volcano after an 1.5 climb to the top ofthe huge crater.

-relaxing in volcanic hot springs while looking at the stars

-climbing with cramp-ons and ice axes through NZ glaciers

-boat with dolphins 2ft away/ sailing sun shining, slight breeze, in swimsuit, music softly playing on the beautiful islands all around as we sailed towards horizon

-two-dollar, slightly violent four minute massage chair in the early hours at the Auckland airport

-laying in a Hammock- watching clouds change shape, turning from cuddling bears to sharp-fanged dragons in the moonlight, overlooking twinkling ocean beneath palm trees.

-small and pathetic adrenaline rush received after barely losing (I hate losing) a coconut husking contest

-sweating showers worth of water after a twenty minute run in Rarotonga (a tropical Island in middle of Pacific ocean)

-underwater tea parties in warm ocean with snorkel masks

-celebrating Jenna's 21st with a “sea breeze” (umbrella, flower and star fruit included) as we were dressed up and sitting over looking the ocean

-getting swimming lessons, dancing lessons and rock climbing lessons


(sorry this blog is unorganized, random compulation of events/moments and pictures....the last three week is a jumble of amazing memories and images so hope you atleast got a little flavor...)